She’s my current boyfriend’s ex.. I don’t know.. I’m trying to befriend her. But what can I do when she accepts the friendship I’m offering, but then she’ll come out accusing me why my bf left her. I mean.. They broke up because she had sex with another guy and then she’ll be mad at me because he chose me? I think that’s like “ill judgment”.. I don’t know.. I can’t stop myself from thinking about it..
So.. Sten’s away and I’m stuck here alone.. No, not alone, really. Of course, I have my brods and sisses here to accompany me or anything if I need them.. It’s just that.. Things are very different right now.. Like, a year ago, I wouldn’t have thought that I’d be in a situation like this..
Situation like this.. When you look at it, no matter what perspective you might use, I’d be the dumb one.. Like, the loser.. No, this is not self-pitying or something. It’s just that.. You see things clearly when you have eyes that are wide open..
Oh well. They say you must enjoy life, no matter how difficult things could be..
Guess I should do that..
Maitim ako at maliit at mapayat..
Pero ang masasabi ko lang talaga,
ISA AKONG MALAKING KAWALAN..
Pagsisisihan mo kung pinakawalan mo ako.
Tanga mo lang kung ganun.
Alam kong hindi ka naniniwala. Pero okay lang.
Alam mo, napapangiti mo ako ngayong iniisip kita.
Kanina magkasama tayo, pinapatawa at ngiti mo rin ako.
Ano ba, PUTANGINA. Wag kang masyado maalaga at madaling mahulog ang loob ko sa mga ganyan-ganyan.
Sorry naman. Ang busy lang masyado ng buhay. Pero carry naman. Nakaka-cope up naman ako. Pasok nako sa UPLB MASS. Ang cool lang.
